Highschool.
My senior year & I did what I said I would, end it with a blast.
Since January I was always pre-occupied with something, be it studies or the million an one extra-curricular activities than KDU provides us with. The few things that I'm proud of would be Assistant Captain of Blue, Sports House Cheerleading Champions, President of the Prom Committee and my 5 Silvers from Paramount Championship 09.
5 Columbus. I love you guys :') I'm gonna miss snacking on all the food stuff we bring to school (we are the food class after all). I'm gonna miss the weird and forever changing smell of our classroom. I'm gonna miss doing retarded things in class. i.e; speaking BM for the day. I'm gonna miss all of you guys!
I'm gonna miss break & lunch with the girls :'( Can't say I'm gonna miss SPM cause I don't and won't. I've got college to worry about anyways. BUT I do miss my tuition teachers.
RESULTS :O
Regret: Wasted my Form 1,2 & 3 years. All the performances! All the events! and studies of course.. What to do? At least I realized it by Form 4.
Boys.
Besides highschool, there was a guy.
Two years and it didn't end up going anywhere. If anything has made me stronger this year, it has got to be this. I don't think he will ever understand how badly he screwed with my head but well, I feel obliged to thank him (though I will never do so personally) because even though he has hurt me, he has also made me that much more stronger and less needy.
Rule for 2010: No flings. Neither do I want a relationship. I want something similar to what I had this year just no secrecy & more consistency with his feelings.
Realization: All boys are dickheads, one way or another. Seen it with my own eyes.
Friendship.
When a guy isn't giving you problems, it's your friends.
I've had the same group of girls for 4 years now. It definitely wasn't always smooth sailing but instead there were many bumps. I'm just glad we were all mature enough to get through whatever and still remain tight. I've had SO SO SO much fun with you guys! Things are gonna be a bit different after this but whatever bitches, we're still gonna be tight. I don't give a shit. All our silly moments (the most recent would have to be Sunday), inside jokes, mockery, the fact that we can put up with each others shit (there's 9 girls which means 9 different types of shit) and well, everything else you could possibly remember. I LOVE YOU GUYS :')
I lost my confidante. That's all I can say about that.
Conclusion: 2009 was bittersweet.